Hum… Today is the first day of 2nd SEM. I really glad to see my classmates. Although SEM break was only three weeks, for me SEM break was quite long. When I went to school, there is nothing new; I have same classmates, classroom and instructors. However I felt something different from 1st SEM. That is why, I tried to find what this feeling made. Soon I found answer of it.
The reason is my mind; last SEM my mind was so messy. I thought so many things about my future; also I had homesickness. My friends will graduate next year; even some of them will marry soon but in my case, I still need to go to school for more than year. I thought that I was quite late than my friends in terms of procedure of life. I felt like I was out of the world and not belonging to my generation.
In 1st SEM, I tried to find solution for that but I couldn’t find any solution; I thought about that problem over and over again. It made worse of my situation. However now, I accepted that I am quite late and I agreed to that there is nothing to be accelerated procedure of my life. For that reason, I will concentrate present; I will do I need to do now; that is study and be prepared for my future. For this I made some resolutions. (Actually I made resolution in last SEM.)
After this, I felt comfortable; I can concentrate my things. It made different feeling of the first day of 2nd SEM. I hope that I don’t lose my way again. I want to be proud son for my mother and show my success to my friends. I am studying in the Philippines. It is something different from my friends’ life. I don’t mean that I become rich something like that. I just want to show that I’ve got something from studying abroad.
The reason is my mind; last SEM my mind was so messy. I thought so many things about my future; also I had homesickness. My friends will graduate next year; even some of them will marry soon but in my case, I still need to go to school for more than year. I thought that I was quite late than my friends in terms of procedure of life. I felt like I was out of the world and not belonging to my generation.
In 1st SEM, I tried to find solution for that but I couldn’t find any solution; I thought about that problem over and over again. It made worse of my situation. However now, I accepted that I am quite late and I agreed to that there is nothing to be accelerated procedure of my life. For that reason, I will concentrate present; I will do I need to do now; that is study and be prepared for my future. For this I made some resolutions. (Actually I made resolution in last SEM.)
After this, I felt comfortable; I can concentrate my things. It made different feeling of the first day of 2nd SEM. I hope that I don’t lose my way again. I want to be proud son for my mother and show my success to my friends. I am studying in the Philippines. It is something different from my friends’ life. I don’t mean that I become rich something like that. I just want to show that I’ve got something from studying abroad.
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