Time to change

with John~~!!

These days, I continuously search about job. After, I wrote my editorial, I am shocked. I already sign up three website related to job searching. I realize that I think getting a job is not hard but in fact, that is super hard. Companies want to have many requirements from the people who want to apply.

However, I have nothing; it makes my feeling nervous. I need to start practical things to get a job now. Before do something, I should arrange what I need to do. Frankly, I am doing many things inefficiently. And I should add works to prepare for my future.
I still have one year, I must change by myself. I am not the one who is took care by others. I am one of the members of this cruel society. I must wake up.

Getting a Job in Korea: A surviving game

Nowadays, many new wards are created in Koran; there are related with unemployment. For example, NG(No Graduation) student who postpone graduation till he/she gets a job, and “Li-GU-Back” which means 90 percent of people who are belonging to age between 20 to 30 don’t have a job. These new words explain well about the situation of employment of Korea. If a person want to get better job, he/she needs to beat almost 300 people, meaning to say, if a company wants to hire 30 employees, 9000 people apply to get a job. In this situation, if a person gets a job, people think that he is the winner of surviving game in the society. Based on the research of Korea government, 40% of people who are belonging to age between 20 to 30 don’t have Job. This phenomenon was begun since 1994. Unemployment in Korea is already one of the biggest threats of development of Korea.

To solve this problem, the Ministry of Labor in Korea supported 40 million dollars to universities and companies, but they wasted the money for Job fairs which were just temporary events, so it didn’t help to solve essential problem. Also Korea government spent four billion dollars for three years to solve this problem, it produced jobs in the part of social insurance. However, it was not helpful to find a job to the people because it was not related with their interest and talent.

Moreover, in August 2006, Korea government made a law that if a probationary employee works in a company for more than two years, a company must hire him to be a regular employee. It seems like good for the employees. However, companies took advantage of it; companies fired their probationary employees before they work for more than two years and find new one. Korea government intended to reduce probationary employees however among 1,500,000 employees, 60 percent of them,8,500,000, are probationary employees now, and probationary employees increased 20 percent than last year. As a result, People don’t want to have that kind of job; people want to have stable job. This is the one of the reason to increase unemployment’s rate.

We need to have more essential way for solving this problem. It needs to start with education system. More than 30 percent of fresh graduate students get a job which is not regarding with their course. The reason is that when they choose their course, they find what they can afford to enter university based on their grade; it is one of the causes for making problem to find a job. If a person has certain plan in life based on his/her interest and talent, he/ she doesn’t weed out in the society. Thus, people should avoid planning their future based on trend, incredible information or impulse decision. We need to educate people steadily. They can minimize their mistakes by systematic education and job training which really important project individually and nationally. They are the essential treatment for solving this problem.

Pursue the job

Today, I searched about employment of Korea for writing editorial for my class. I chose this topic because I knew that employment is really serious problem in Korea nowadays so I thought that there are many things to talk about it; my expectation is right.

After searching about it, I feel bad and quite worry about my future. According to my resources, 40% of people who are belonging to age between 20 to 30, don’t have a job and person need to beat 300 people. For example, if company wants to hire 30 employees, 9000 people apply to get a job from company.

That is why, people often say, “Li-GU-Bak” which means 90% percent of people who are belonging to age between 20 to 30 don’t have a job. This is just joke but it indicates what situation they encounter. They study English hardly for getting a job; they try to graduate university as possible as late because they expect that if time goes, the situation will be better; situation cannot be worse then now.

And I will be one of them soon; I need to adventure our society. That is why, their story is not others who I don’t need to take care, that will be my story. I hope that one years and half months later, the situation will be better than now.

Time goes by so fast.

I still remember last January when I saw fireworks for celebrating New Year; that was already 10 months ago. Also it means that I am turning to 26 years old. I used to say that age is just number but nowadays I think that age is not only just number, age is something.

Nowadays, I often think about my future. I want to do many things; I want to help my mother to enjoy her life, traveling Europe, and taking care of my sister. Simply, I don’t want to be took care by others, I am the one who take care of others. I feel sorry to the people who take care of me, specially my mother. I want to be their mainstay of life.

Maybe next year also goes by so fast and I will graduate soon. That time, I will become really adult who has responsibilities in life.

Byebye Kei~~~!!!

Hum… If we meet someone, there is a parting day. I think, no one can be together forever. And that’s sad. I’ve been with Kei for more than five months but I cannot believe that; I think that it is just one or two months. Kei is really good brother. He always takes care of me, and he want to give many things to me.

Sometimes, I feel that he is so cute and pure; He is childlike and he is easy going with other people. That is why, I can easily make a friend. For more than five months, I made lots of memories with him.

This Dec. 8, he will be back to Korea. I know that he needs to go there and find a good job; he leaves here for good. However I feel quite sad that someone who is important to me will be apart from me; that makes me sad.

Yet, I know that I will have our relationship with him continuously till end of my life. That is why, I can let him go. And when the time we meet again, we can show our better changes each other. I will pray for him to achieve his goals.

Life~~!!

last December in Korea with hyo-Ju and John

I believe in God. Whenever I encounter important alternatives in life, He guided me in the right way. And now, I am in the Philippines under His will; I met many important people in my life in here. I think, there is fatality in life. Although every events happen randomly, there is cause and occasion for each event. I never knew that who I will meet in the Philippines. But I already met Ma’am Virgie, Ki-Bok, Hyo-Ju. John and Kyang-Hyun. I am sure that they are already important in my life and they will be important people for my future.

I think that is life- -making a relationship with others. I already made lots relationship with other people. Sometimes those relationships gave my sorrows and pain but after overcoming them, I can feel that I grow up; at least I learned something from there. Thus I am not afraid of making a relationship. I want to meet many people and experience many things with them as much as I can.

improving????

Nowadays, I translate our church’s sermon. When my guardian told me that now you are the one who translate sermon to English, I thought it will steal my time a lot. The first week, I spent more than six hours to translate it. This week is my third week of translating sermon. I finished it for three and half hours today. Hehe. Good thing is that it helps me to improve my English writing. And now I feel that I am improving little by little. So I think, I will keep on doing this until my graduation.

I imagined two years later. Maybe I am good in writing heheh .Also I started to practice reading and speaking. I really hope that I can have good English skill two years later.
Hum. That’s great~! When I feel that I am improving, I am super happy. Cheer up Charles. Heh.

OH~~!!

They are my house mates...^^


I never know that dreaming is super tired. For more than 10 days, I have a dream every night.
This makes me super tired. Sinece last night, my body is malfunctiong. I have head ache and I feel that my body is like heavy stone. That is why, I didnt do anythings yesterday.


To solve this problem, I searched internet but I could not find anything to help this problems.
Actually I tried many ways. Someone told me, "If yourbody is tired, I won't have dream." so I had hard exercise but it didn't work. Another way, I slept at 1 p.m so I became too sleepy and I won't have a dream. However, that way was failed. Even I slept early.. I did many things but everything does'nt work. So i gave up.


I don't know what to do. If you know any kinds of ways to aviod dreaming. Kindly teach me.
T.T

My mind is fully messy... T.T

Sometimes, I got hard time writing something. Many ideas are in my head, but I don’t know how to bring out. Usually in this case, my mind is messy or I am tired. Yesterday and today are the days which I mentioned above. A! There is one more. Something is too private, I cannot write. I don’t want to show my weakness to other. I don’t know why. I guess that the reason is that since when I was young, I cannot express my problem to other. My mother is always busy to works and my sister was young. Thus I could not share it with them. And if I show my problem or agony, my mother will get hardship. I really didn’t want to bother my mother because, she really worked hard for us; she was always tired.

Anyway, today my mind is too messy; I think about something. So I cannot write something properly. Even I can feel that this essay is also messy.

OH~~!! MY GOD~~!!!

Today…. I had a presentation in Media Management about strategic alliances.
My group mates are Perz and Jaimee. They did a good job; I am satisfied with our presentation. However I was quite angry by myself.

The reason is that I did poor job.. I spoke so fast and my pronunciations were terrible.
That is why, I disappointed by myself. I have been here for more than two years and four months. However my English is still not too good. I need to practice more. So I decide to read loudly a English book a hour in a day. I don't know, I can keep this for a long time but I must
keep it...

Probablely after 2 months later.... I can feel something different from now~~~!!

and today I talked a lot with my class mates they are so kind... I love them... hahah.....

I am mama's boy~!!! ^^

This is my lovely sister..

She is realy different from me...

Some one told me," you are cursed." T.T In fact, I am carbon copy of my father...

she is carbon copy of my mother. That's it....

Frankly my mother is like my best friend.... I don't hide anythings to her, so she knows everythings about me....^^ Since, when I was elementray, I was so close with my mother..

of course, even now it's same. That is why, people who don't know much usually told me that I ama " mama boy." Yes... I am mama's boy, if mama's boy means that the boy who really super so much love his mother.. I surely say that I am... I love my mother so much...

However, I am different from usual mama's boy... I don't too much depend on my mother's

opinion. Since when I was 14 years old. My mother always tell me that "If you want to do, do it

but responsiblility is yours."( like Spider Man ha??? heheh) And she don't force me to do anything; she just give advice to me. My decision is always from me.

Two years ago, my mother asked me that "do you want to go to the Philippines to tudy English? If you want, I will let you go there. " Thus I said, "Yes." That is why , I am here now. I am sure that my mother is quite lonely, becasue my sisther is always with her friend not with my mother. When i was in Korea, I was used to hang out with my mother but now, I am here so my mother is quite lonely.... T.T

While ago, I made a phone call to my mother. We talked for 20 min, til all balance of calling card was gone; my stresses was gone also..she always give me energy for everythings.. we didn't talk about something important or serious. we talked Just trivial things but I could not fell that time goes on; I had really fun with her.

Now. I miss my mother too much... I will go to Korea on December 14. I am anxious to see my

mother... I already made plan with her.. We will watch play..... However, if I see her, I will be sad, because on one can avoid time.... when I see my mother's wrinkles, I am sad....

I must to study hard to make my mother happy and better future......

The praternity which is potential threat to the students.

What can you imagine that if you hear word, “fraternity”? The original fraternity is a group of people who share their certain interests and help each other. However, nowadays, it is changed; usually people have negative ideas of fraternity. Even someone thinks that fraternity is harmful to the students. If It is so what’s happening with fraternity in the school?

The one of AUF student said, “There are some fraternities in the AUF; before when you join fraternity, it is good but now, fraternity are a group of people who usually the gang that does bad.” And she added that some names of fraternities and mostly those which vandalized walls were written by them; even some teachers are members of fraternity.

Most serious problem in fraternity is that there is what people call "hazing" which old members of a fraternity torture the people who are trying to be a member of a fraternity. Another AUF old student said, basically, old fraternity was for good. When there was a new one though they also have hazing, it wasn't as severe as fraternity nowadays. For instance, let's say there is a new one. Since the old members of a fraternity need to test the new one whether they are gonna allow a new one to join the fraternity or not. In hazing, they tell the new one that they are gonna blindfold him or her and they tell the new one that he or she is gonna walk on the cracks of a glass. However, the old members of a fraternity will change the cracks of a glass into popcorns after they blindfold the new one. It is a matter of testing a new one's trust on the old members of a fraternity.

This was done before. But now, it is totally different. The old members of a fraternity REALLY hit and torture new ones because they are doing "hazing." Few people even die because of hazing. Another example for hazing is that we can see it occasionally near AUF. A group of guys run beneath the school with naked body. They cover their faces with some kind of a box or mask.

Also when they want to withdraw from fraternity, which is hard as hazing. The members of fraternity give force to the person who wants to withdraw. Thus they have hardships in the school. As a result, the person hesitates or gives up withdrawing from fraternity.

Therefore, to prevent negative effects of fraternity and protect their students, school needs to do something practical like educate them, what good fraternity is and what they should avoid. If school let them do something, soon serious problem will be appeared. Although we cannot face them usually, surely there are fraternities which give negative effects to the students; School must face them in the right way.

oh~~!! nowadays, I don't post my pictures with my essay~~!

because i am quite busy.....heheh.. even now. I will arrange and edit my essays this weekend..hehe...~!

First love~~!!

Saigou no KISU wa
TABAKO no flavor ga shita
NIGAkute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru u darou
You are always gonna be my loveItsuka dareka to mato koi ni ochitemo
I`ll remember to love
You taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashi uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari
Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotteru n darou
You will always be inside my heart
Itsunio anata dake no basho ga aru loara
I hope that i have a place in your heart to
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaery made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata kou nu ochitemo I`ii remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and Forever.


Although I cannot understand this song, I imagine music video for this music..
This is my idea of music video~~!!

There are two persons in the high school; the one is male teacher and another one is girl student.

Scene 1, the teacher meet her in the school, he try to avoid her, but she intend to cover his way.

Scene 2, Movie shows that girl face hardships in her study but no one care about her problem; one teacher come to her and then listen what her problem is.

Scene 3, the teacher gives her private tutor; girl student open her mind and start to love him.

Scene 4, she love him; she want to say her love to him, finally she decide to tell him that she loves him. Movie shows teacher, the teacher realize that he is treating her not student as a woman. He has agony for his feeling of her. One day she told him that she loves him so he starts to avoid her.

Scene 5, the teacher decides to marry with woman who is introduced by his mother to get rid of his emotion which is taboo in the society. Few months later, he transfers to other school. When he leaves his school, girl is watching him behind of tree.

I wrote this in COMM8 class~!!

I wrote this during 15 min~~!! heheh~~~!

AUF offer 4-year course of BA Mass Communication. The Mass COMM students learn various subjects to become media practitioners. In media, there are field of media however, AB Mass COMM. In AUF doesn’t offer any field of specialization for the students.

Each of Mass COMM students has different talents and interests. Maybe someone want to learn how to act , another student want to learn how to write, but in AUF Mass come students are suffering by no specialization because they lose their opportunities to develop their talent and it brings out less motivation to achieve academic performances.
Thus, students need to give efforts by themselves to develop their talents. If school provides way to have their specializations, students can have more capabilities to achieve better specialization.

Also after gradation, students will get hard time applying their job, because they don’t have specialization to apply their jobs; student have less capability to compete with other student who has specialization of the field of media.

Therefore, If school wants to give more opportunities to develop their talents and support their interests, school needs to serve opportunities to develop students’ specialization.

My friends~~!

someone says that if you have at least one best friend, your life is successful. If this statement is
right. My life is super successful; I have more than 7 good friends... I cannot distinguish who the best friend is. They are really precious in my life. If someone is missing in orchestra, they cannot make good sound; We are like orchestra, we are really different; we have different characteristics and we grew up in different environments however we have one thing common, that is friendship; we are trust each other under friendship. If our life is music, we play only few pharses of the music. We still have lots of rest part of it. Of course, during the play, we can make mistakes but in life, there is no practice, that is why we are more eager to struggle overcoming our hardships together. I really hope that until end of this music, we are together. Although we are busy to live in life, we must be aware that we are not alone; I am besied of you... I don't know how we change after 10 years. One thing, I am sure that is although I am 25 now, I am still same as before. I love you,guys....

Time waits for no one......

Nowadays, I really miss Korea... I went to korea last Christmas vacation. That time, I really
had a fun. This year, I expect same as last year but I am sure that this year is quite different
from last year. The reasom is that my grand mother is really sick; She has lung cancer now.
She is always kind to me.I used to stay her house, if I have a vacation; every time, when I visit her house, she gave and taught many things to me.. My childhood is full of memories with her. I can not really believe that she is alrealy 78 years old and I am 25 years old.. Time goes so fast.
I am not sure that she is alive until I reach Korea. If I meet her, I will tell her, "I love you so much." I haven't say this to my grand ma yet. I makse me feel sad........

My life~~!

My friend told me, "You are not handsome."
but I know, I am cute.

My sister told me, "You are not kind."
but I love her.

My mother told me, "You are lazy."
but i do what I need to do.

Someone told me, "You cannot be successful, if you study in the Philippines."
but, I know, on one can be sure about future.

My life is still unpredictable
but I know who i am, where I am and what I want

My life is on going, no one can live my life insted of me.

It's my life.



Hum... I tried to make this poem funny....
However it is not funny.... hahah.. Anyway I have my own standard of life. Thus I always do something based on that. That is way, I can keep on doing something to achieve my goal although people say that that is not good or you can't do that.
I really know that no one can live my life....

My mother is my hero in life.

Usually Koreans are not easily show their deep mind to others, because they are conservative and shy to show their emotion to others. Behind of this, there is cultural background. In our past, people believed that they must don’t show their weakness and personal emotion to others to keep their social authorities. People should show only good aspect of life then. That is still remaining some. However, I like to say, “I love you.” to my family. I make a phone call to my mother every weekend; the end of the call, I always to say. “I love you.” However my mother was quite shy, so she didn’t say it; I really want to hear that from my mother so I don’t hang up, if my mother don’t say, “I love you.” After few months later, my mother changed her attitude. Sometimes, my mother is the first one who say, “I love you.” to me. And that time, I am so happy.

I’m sure that my mother is unlike others’ mother. My mother has open mind and she is pure; she is childlike. My sister is not used to hang with my mother but I really used to hang with my Mom. She is really funny; sometimes I think that she is still teenager. If I stay with her, I can’t recognize time goes. If I follow half of my mother’s step, I’m sure that I will be successful man in this world. I love my family so much. I never imagine my life without them. They are my energy to live. Especially my mom is the a pillar of my life. Therefore I need to study hard. No. I must study hard for my family and I. I want to be proud son and bother. That is my goal in my life.

oh~~!!

I forgot to post my essay yesterday. And today, this is just my excuse.. yesterday and today are weekend.. heheh Kindly consider this....^^
have a nice day.... thanks...

I don’t want to have a dream any more.

The reason is that I am so tired of having a dream. Since Monday, I had a dream every night; I cannot remember what I did in dream but I am sure that my brain wasn’t sleep with my body at the same time. Thus I am tired mentally. I felt that I don’t want to do anything today. However I still need to do something to keep my responsibility.

Why do I have dream every night? Some Koreans believe that if the water is passed under the bed, people can be suffered by something; I think that I need to dig the floor of my room to detect the water line. Joke~~!!!

I want to sleep……OTL.... Koreans are used to use "OTL." These three letters to describe frustration, because when person feels frustration, he/she falls on the ground and touch ground using hands and knees. The letter O symbolizes head of the person; the letter T symbolizes body and hand of person; the letter L symbolizes leg of person. If you are confused with my explanations, please compare picture with letters OTL.

Charles! Why do you post your weird pictures with your essay ?

(There are seven Charleses. hehe)

I really appreciate to people who invented camera. I really like to take pictures all the time because pictures are evidences of my life. If there are no pictures, I will have hard time remembering my past. Although people are changed by time, pictures are always same; they bring me in my past. That is why, my pictures are one of my precious things in my life. I guess that I have almost 900 pictures in my homepage; I took them for resent three years. I want to share them with my friends in the Philippines to show my life. However my homepage is Korean website so I can’t share them.

For that reason, when I post something in my blog, there is my picture. Let’s take pictures with me. I will remember you forever~~! My precious friend! In addition, most of my pictures are something weird, because I don't like just normal pictures;I want to take pictures which are easily(?) remember.

oh~! cheer up to have fantastic 2nd SEM.

Hum… Today is the first day of 2nd SEM. I really glad to see my classmates. Although SEM break was only three weeks, for me SEM break was quite long. When I went to school, there is nothing new; I have same classmates, classroom and instructors. However I felt something different from 1st SEM. That is why, I tried to find what this feeling made. Soon I found answer of it.

The reason is my mind; last SEM my mind was so messy. I thought so many things about my future; also I had homesickness. My friends will graduate next year; even some of them will marry soon but in my case, I still need to go to school for more than year. I thought that I was quite late than my friends in terms of procedure of life. I felt like I was out of the world and not belonging to my generation.

In 1st SEM, I tried to find solution for that but I couldn’t find any solution; I thought about that problem over and over again. It made worse of my situation. However now, I accepted that I am quite late and I agreed to that there is nothing to be accelerated procedure of my life. For that reason, I will concentrate present; I will do I need to do now; that is study and be prepared for my future. For this I made some resolutions. (Actually I made resolution in last SEM.)

After this, I felt comfortable; I can concentrate my things. It made different feeling of the first day of 2nd SEM. I hope that I don’t lose my way again. I want to be proud son for my mother and show my success to my friends. I am studying in the Philippines. It is something different from my friends’ life. I don’t mean that I become rich something like that. I just want to show that I’ve got something from studying abroad.

Can anyone teach me that how to set backgroud music?

I tried to set backgroud music, I put URL of music. however that was not working..

or can't I use background music in my blog....?

hum~~~!!

Hi~!!! Everyone~!

Hi~~! thanks for visiting my blog. I will post essay everyday in here. (I don't know what kind of essay is) This pictures are from my Korean homepage.(I am used to collect advertizements which has bright and creative ideas.) These three advertizements express same idea that overcome or brake something which limit our life, it can be race, sex or nationality. What i want to say is that I want to be friend with you apart from any condition. I don't think that people who visit my blog is not Korean. That is why, we have different backgrounds so it can bring out hardships to understand each other. Please kindly consider that I am Korean who has poor English skills. hahah~~! I hope that you will smile always. I think that person who smile is shiny. Take care and have a nice day. My English mame is charles and Korean name is

Jung, Dea-Woung~! ^^

This is my picuture

for my profile~~!!