Tuesday, March 11, 2008

A day at C-Point

It was five ‘o clock in the afternoon. Some high school students were walking on the street; they were talking to each other with bright smiles. One guy held a big plastic bag which was full of food; he walked fast to meet his family. At five p.m. everyone finished their daily tasks and they were heading home to rest. However, at five p.m., some people started their work with splendid lights, loud noisy music, and high-sharp tones of female voices; people call that place, “C-Point.”

When I entered Field’s Avenue, the world changed; although it was just a few miles away from the main road, C-Point was totally different from other places. There are a lot of bars, clubs and women who had thick make-up and they disguised themselves using artificial smiles. One woman who was almost naked tried to tout customers; with “Free blow-job” printed in large font on her clothes. This is usual in C- Point. Many people go there for girls, drinks and fun; I could smell people’s sexual desires. While I was looking around Field’s Avenue, suddenly I felt weird; something didn’t mix with my surroundings. Soon, I found the reason why I felt weird. There was one club which was really different from the other clubs. In front of that club, there were no women who were bare and no splendid lights; there was music, one girl and an old lady. The name of that club was “ d’Club.”


Unconsciously, I already walked toward d’Club. Then, I started to talk with the old lady. Her name is Marlene, 42; everyone in the club called her Mommy Marlene. She is the floor manager of the club. Before she worked in club, she worked in the hospital because her husband died, and she became a widow so she needed to earn money by herself. She was really hurt during that incident in her life. She was so lonely and emotionally down. She had an emotional breakdown, to the point that she couldn’t accept her job in the hospital. Thus she resigned at the hospital then started to work in the club. Besides, in the hospital, she was in charge of delivery but her compensation was really low. Her salary was 1,500 pesos/ half a month. Now, she earns 1,500 pesos for two nights. And she is satisfied with her job as a floor manager.


According to her, “d’Club” is quite different from other clubs. All the workers such as dancers, floor managers, bartenders, and DJs in the club are all females. Also, she said that there are no strict qualifications for becoming a guest relation officer(GRO) as a dancer; all that dancers need to do is simple: Stage disco. Their work start from five p.m. to five a.m. Mommy Marlene said, “Dancers talk with the customers. Though there are some bars here that do ‘ALL-THE-WAY,’ but we don’t do that because the employees here are not really GROs; they are dancers. But they are still entertainers.” According to her, there are no certain obligations to work. Employees in the club are not after the length of service. The girls there may work as long as they like, and may go anytime they want to; no matter what the reason is. She added, “All of them are new in the field. In my case, I’ve been working here for only five months. No one works here for so long because most of them find a foreigner husband. All girls here are clean. We only offer “Ladies Drink” – wherein customers drink with ladies, then they can go home afterwards. It is because our English owner dislikes that. He treats us, as if he is also a Filipino. He doesn’t want malice.” Lastly, I asked her what is the hardest thing to do? She said, “Nothing.”


Many people think that most of them who work at C-Point are prostitutes, but in fact, some of the employees at C-Point are just ordinary workers. They are just struggling to survive in the dog-eat-dog world like us. Usually, people have negative prejudices about people who work at C-Point, but they are just our sisters, friends and neighbors. Although people have minor job, we cannot blame person itself.

Friday, March 7, 2008

I am not passive anymore

This week, we learned three theories; two of them are regarding with relationship between media and its audiences and the other one is about communication. Among three theories, I really prefer to wirte about the spiral of silence because I experienced it many times as a victim of that.

According to the spiral of silence, fear of isolation is the key force that drives the spiral of silence.Usually people don't want to be different from others; we can feel the distance if people are different from us in terms of physical appearance or opinion. When everyone says, “Yes” it is so hard to say, “No.” However my cases are something different. I should be silence whether I want or not. The reason was that I am nuturally different from others in the Philippines;I am a foreigner and I can't speck Tagalog so my classmates(not only our classmates but also classmates from other courses because I am irregular student) felt that I was different. That is why they wanted me to be silent . When I was first year and second year, I really hated group work; my group mates didn't ask anything about projects; they just gave me order. I didn't want to be treated that kind of way; I wanted to say and do something but I didn't have choice then. I should be silent because I experienced the fear of low grade(It's horrorble.) If someone ask, “why didn't you tell about it to your classmates then?”, my answer will be, “ I tried but they didn't care; whether I told it or not, it was same.” What I did to overcome this is that I started to make my own group, and I tried to do my best. I thought that if I want to change something, I should show them some nice outputs. First time, it was hard to do it, but time goes by, I changed what they think about me; now, I don't have any problem. I don't blame my classmates(not only our classmates but also classmates from other courses)about what I experienced because I understood why they did it.

I think that this experience gave me lots of positive effects on me. Although it started with negative effects, if I don't have that experience, I cannot be who I am now. This is what I experienced about the spiral of silence. I learned really precious lesson from this that if I want to change something to become positive, before I try to change others, I should change by myself first. I am not passive anymore.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

I explored ITunes U for one day.






Oh!! I stopped my blog for more than 3 months. Yeah! I was kind of busy recently but now, I have time to do something becasue the projects I had are done. I am using Itunes since yesterday and I am continuously downloading video and audio lectures. Till now, I roamed 8 universities; among 8, Berkeley University has the best contents in terms of quality and quantity. You can notice from this picture that there are a lot of lectures.

Nowadays, I am interested with computer programs so I checked the lectures regarding with computer programming in Berkeley University. Oh! My God! They are professional programming structures and data structures and so on so I quickly moved the page back. hehe. I am not sure that video and audio lectures give you help to get an applicable knowledge or not, but I think that it is better than nothing, if you can understand them. A! One more thing! If you visit the site of Stanford University, at your right side of the monitor, you can see “download top 10.” The top 1 is the speech of Steve Jobs during graduation of Stanford(maybe); it is just 15 minutes long but his speech is really interesting. I guess that most of the people who are successful in the society are kind of like outsiders; they are somewhat different from the ordinaries. Probably that made them become successful.

Go back to Itunes, One more useful thing for me from Itunes is Podcasts, I knew that there was Podcasts in this world; it is used by plenty of users. Surely, my interest is English so I explored language section; I found one lecture series for better writing by “Grammar Girl.” I clicked download for whole parts, also I added, “Just vocabulary.” As a result, non I have 300 download lists;I am so greedy. Right? I guess I download them during whole weekend. And one good thing is that I thought files can be played only through Itunes, but based on my experience, they can be played using other players. Therefore, you can put them in your mp3 after converting.

I really admire what Apple is doing, they are gainnig money form the public and they are returning some to the public through various ways. Anyway I hope that you can find good lecture. There is always a way, if you want to do something. Promote pm your own for your future; without investigation, you cannot achieve anything. I will not download anymore until I finish all of those I downloaded. I am so happy now because I have lots of thing to do.

Friday, February 22, 2008

please put subtitle.

I really wanted to understand what they said; frankly, I could not understand what are contents of documentary because narrations were Tagalog. During film viewing, Ma’am Virgie excused me that they will speck Tagalog for that time. I understood about it. I think that I am student who study in the Philippines so I respect their culture and languages. And Koreans are same as Filipino. If there are Koreans, they speck Korean instead English so it’s same anyway Let’s go back to documentary. Hum… Reaction paper of documentaries? Actually, I don’t have a lot of comment on them. I just watch the visuals and sound that’s all but the visuals were enough to make some comment to me. Recently, I did lots of editing such as VJ Hunt, RTV projects and E-NEW room so now I am more interested with many programs and way of editing. I will not mention each of them because I don’t want to criticize their good works; I think that whether they are good or not, all of them are worthy; I know that we were just watch their final products but behind of documentary there were groups efforts and hard works and I know that some of them get help from someone. I noticed some weakness from them on editing 1. When sound transferred to another sound, it was sudden loud so it bothered audiences. 2. Sounds were not synchronized with scenes. 3. Some scenes were too long, although those scenes had not really significant meaning. I could not find more, becasue wihtout knowing contents, it is so hard to edit. Anyway they were good and I learned what format of documentary is. I am sure that next year if I produce documentary, this experience will help me to produce better documentary and i will put English subtitle.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Oh~~!! Korea~~!

Oh~! Only 9 days are left until Dec. 14. Just nine days later, I will be in Korea with my family. However, there are hindrances that I need to take my preliminary exam and I need to finish my two projects in RTV. That is why, for two weeks, I am busy to take my exams. I think, although those are not really easy, I can make it, because I want to take a rest in a peace. OH~!! My God. I really miss Korea now.

Monday, December 3, 2007

hu~!!

Nowadays, I try to be aware of my pronunciation. When, I practice speaking, I can find what my faults are. However when I talk with other people, I commit many mistakes.
Meaning to say, I need to have more exercise. I always imagine that I speck and write English as native speaker. Practice will make perfect; efforts can make anything possible. These are what I believe.

what is good for society?

November 29, 2007 , Antonio Trillanes IV, Brigadier General Danilo D. Lim, and 25 other Magdalo officers walked out during their trial and they seized the Manila Peninsula Hotel , Makati City. They were joined by former vice-president Teofisto Guingona Jr., who called the gathering "New Edsa". They were also joined by other military personnel and civilians carrying M-16 or M-14 rifles.

The rebels demanded President
Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo step down. "We are joining our people in calling for a change in leadership. We call on the military to withdraw support for Mrs. Arroyo in order to end her unconstitutional and illegal occupation of the presidency," said Army Brigadier-General Danilo Lim, according to AFP reporters inside the hotel.However their rebellion was just ended after six hours by the Philippine military which sent 1,500 extra troops to the Manila Peninsula Hotel.

There was rebellion in 2003 by same member of rebellion in 2007. In 2003, Philippine government treated them in peaceful way to solve problem but this year, Philippine government used military forces. And this has positive after effects, because it is the kinds of warning to the people who want to rebel.

In case, their rebellion is finished successfully, what will be happened? That Successful rebellion will make a precedent. Meaning to say, people may think that it is possible that if they want to change a policy of government, they can rebel against government. And these kinds of thought will bring out a chaos of society; there is potential threat for government. The public will be suffering by chaos.

Famous philosopher Socrates respected a law, whether law is good or bad, because he thought that a law is a appointment in the society that is agreed by everyone, so people must keep it. Although he died by a law, he kept it. Everyone knows that a law has evil practices and sometimes, people take advantage of it.

However, if people use physical forces to fix that evil practice, that situation will lead society to anarchy. There is a proverb that, “Out of frying pan and into the fire.” Sometimes, people commit mistake that for fixing one problem, they destroy a whole. A solution of problem must be come from in a law of society; that is a democracy. The rebels should think what good for society is before they do something.